I make the same mistake over and over again
I don’t stop
Especially when I know I should
I know I should because I have to go through the pain
You are behind the pain yet I blame myself
But I won’t
Because those two seconds of heaven are enough to last me for eternity

I will call myself a fool for believing
Because I don’t want to realize the time I have wasted
For a fool dressed like a prince charming
Was truly time wasted

Which is where I waste more time trying to validate
Your existence

I make the same mistake over and over again but with a different boy
Every single time
And I don’t seem to learn my lesson
Every single time